............darn

i really miss my aplyc friends. i literally dont come often again with my comrades filly (who lives near my house btw, but our work hours never match to each other so in the end its like decades ago that we dont bump to each other, tsk) and ranny whos miles away in papua now.

ive got tons of ideas for the lsyouth inside my head but i just cant seem to get it out cos i cant work on it alone and the youngs are just like...impossible to get on their own a$$!!!!! tsk

i'm not surprised, not everything lasts
have broken my heart so many times, i stopped keepin track
talk myself in, i talk myself out
i get all worked up then i let myself

i tried so very hard not to lose it
i came up with a million excuses
i thought i thought of every possibility

and i now someday that it'll all turn out
you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
and i promised you kid that i'll give so much more than i get
i just haven't met you yet

i might have to wait, i'll never give up
i guess it's half time, and the other half's luck
where ever you are, whenever it's right
you'll come out of nowhere and into my

and i know that we can be so amazing
and baby your love is gonna change me
and now i can see every possibility

they say all's fair in love and war
but i won't need to fight it we'll get it by to be

i said Love, i just haven't met you yet