Tuesday, May 26, 2009

cape......

,....MZ...GA....JT.....membingungkan duniaku :(

Bigger than the World!

I think my heart might explode
Cause now I feel the weight of your love on me now
From my head down to my toes
And I can't handle nothing else

I'm starring at the mirror at this clothes
And it's funny, they mean about as much as yesterday
Something is calling me home, me home
I can hear your voice and I'm not afraid

Now I know I'm just a girl
Trying to make my way through this life
Now I feel bigger than the world
With your hand in mine

Like a speeding bullet
Trying to make my way back through the night
And now I feel bigger than the world
With your hand in mine

Boy, I'll take care of your storm
Let's sneek right pass the cloud of where it sworn
I can handle the people
They're just pebble on the long, long road

I'm starring at the sky at those stars
And it's funny, they seem about as far as tomorrow
Something is calling me home, me home
And I'm not afraid

Cause I can see everything from higher above
The Earth is a little place next to my love
I can reach far here to where you are
Just look for me in the sky, not that far

And now I feel bigger than the trees
That hold the leaves
Bigger than the mountains
That touch the sea
Bigger than the night
That needs today
Bigger than the waves
That crash the bay
Bigger bigger
Bigger bigger

When all of the world seems to get you down
Just know that I'm always gonna be your around
I hold your hand and it's where it to stay
I know you too much just like I did today

Now I know I'm just a girl
Trying to make my way through this life
Now I feel bigger than the world
With your hand in mine

Like a speeding bullet
Trying to make my way back through the night
And now I feel bigger than the world
With your hand in mine

~ Esmee Denters, Bigger than the World, from the album "Outta Here"

Monday, May 18, 2009

362 on 364

May 18 on May 16:

cant really remember the details of my bday party, but it was rockin'''!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sad that some friends could not make it though :(

will upload pictures soon. hopefully, hhehe

Saturday, May 16, 2009

very useful indeed!

click here,



to get this....

364 on 365

- did not get enough sleep on the early hours of May 15. plenty of sms and phone calls already. did not really bother ;)
- and then woke up very late for work, hahahahahah.
- arrived at the ofx 10 AM, got plenty of cipika-cipiki, hihihihihi
- kind of a mad day at the ofx, last day of WOC and ppl started to ask for tours. bakuat Kak Jacquie!
- went out during lunch to buy kolintang and musik bambu CDs for US embassy farewell party for the evening. Kak Liany sms-d back and forth about some cute embassy guys who were having lunch at a RM minahasa in front of the ofx, hahahahahahahah
- after lunch, shifting minds between responding emails and tha farewell party.
- also, catching up with friends with all those happy bday greetings at FB. it appears to be a tough job, hahahha
- it's the farewell party indeed!!! Thanks much Kak Jacquie! got at the 11th floor of sintesa at 7pm. managed to take pic with Mr Hume (he-he). hang out. chill out. nice music (where's the kolintang and musik bambu i desperately went out looking for during lunch, d-oh?). nice people. more pics at Rina and Virgie, hopefully they share those soon. a glass of vin blanc really soothes out my day, should-ve asked for more to Wade, *sigh*....what a very good break!
- the party's just end, but the night was still young! went down at the hotel lounge, more talks. there was a bentenan fashion show (from the blocking models? i saw terry around...), kinda cute.....there was this one girl model who always smiled on seeing Wade. (Tracy: "I think she likes you..!") ha-ha
- 11th floor, then G floor, and then heading down to B floor....its time to loosen up those voices, boys and gals!!!!! almost all those chicky Rihanna songs (typical), but then everybody got really warmed up during Spice Up Your Life! what a very good break (and wonderful birthday!) indeed!!!!
- tiredness strike all of us sometimes before midnite......but everyone still managed to dance around the gleaming alleys of deluxe. more pics (oh please Kak Virgie....)
- took a blue cab. arrived home past midnite already.


what a day.....


for your eyes only....(me, Mr Costa, Mr Hume, Liany, Fenny)

Saturday, May 2, 2009

birthday wishlist.......

......well, materially i want this, and ONLY THIS.....

http://www.aqualung.com/us/images/products/aquaflex_5mm_larger.jpg

....siggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................

so this is what everybody's talking about, but nobody really knows....

“Man cannot live without love. He remains a being that is incomprehensible for himself, his life is senseless, if love is not revealed to him, if he does not encounter love, if he does not experience it and make it his own, if he does not participate intimately in it. This, as has already been said, is why Christ the Redeemer “fully reveals man to himself”. If we may use the expression, this is the human dimension of the mystery of the Redemption. In this dimension man finds again the greatness, dignity and value that belong to his humanity. In the mystery of the Redemption man becomes newly “expressed” and, in a way, is newly created. He is newly created! “There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither slave nor free, there is neither male nor female; for you are all one in Christ Jesus”. The man who wishes to understand himself thoroughly-and not just in accordance with immediate, partial, often superficial, and even illusory standards and measures of his being-he must with his unrest, uncertainty and even his weakness and sinfulness, with his life and death, draw near to Christ. He must, so to speak, enter into him with all his own self, he must “appropriate” and assimilate the whole of the reality of the Incarnation and Redemption in order to find himself. If this profound process takes place within him, he then bears fruit not only of adoration of God but also of deep wonder at himself. How precious must man be in the eyes of the Creator, if he “gained so great a Redeemer”, and if God “gave his only Son “in order that man ’should not perish but have eternal life’.”

From Pope John Paul II’s Encyclical Redemptio Hominis, #10.

don't look at me.....

...because I'm gonna be bigger. I'll measure up, I'll measure up.

just got this SMS

Gracia,
Ho un sacco di pressione sui vi invita a signum fidei formazione.
Mi piace molto, ma vi invitiamo a si prega di capire la mia condizione. Se si desidera incontrare il fratello, per favore venite a lunedi YLC dove sta andando a vedere.

Something like that. I crashed and burnt.